2196) I feel like a hypocrite. I have messaged numerous people from tumblr in the past week pleading with them not to cut because someone out there cares for them. Because they don't deserve this. Because they are better than that. But the truth is- I have a hard time believing it when it comes to myself. I try my best to help others who self harm that feel like I do...but I can't seem to help myself.
It’s been a year daddy I really really miss you mommy says your in safe now in a beautiful place named heaven we have your favorite dinner tonight I ate it all up even though i don’t like carrots I learned how to swim this summer I can even open my eyes when im under water can’t you see me?
Istarted kindergarden this year I carry around a picture of us in my blue’s clue’s lunch box you are the greatest daddy I can swing on the swing by myself even though i miss you pushing me can’t you see me?
I miss how you used to tickle me tickle my belly my belly hurts I try not to cry mommy says its ok I know you dont like it when i cry You never wanted me to be sad I try daddy but it hurts Is it true your not coming home? Maybe some day, i can visit you in heaven, ok?
Its time for me to go to bed now Isleep with the light on,just in case you come home and kiss me goodnight Ilove you so much Imiss you daddy
VERY TOUCHING. :’(
I can’t not reblog this. At first as was like, awwwww. such a cute voice! but a little later as she went on with her message, tears fell from eyes that I can’t even explain why. It’s just sad :’(